and im not sure if it was the fact he looked so grown up
or the song "perpisahan" by annuar zain was on repeat.
all of a sudden it dawned on me
of all the love ive ever known,
and have right now,
will this kind, mother-son
be there forever?
will i still get that fullyLove my mama look everytime i request for a hug
for squeeze real tight moment?
will i be strong and steady the day he tells me his heart is taken,
then requests consent from me?
will he look for my tight squeeze the first time his hearts get broken?
will i still be around?
haih.
better stop this depressing music
lalalalalala
